♬ ♥ Love Is A Fire Which Burns Unseen ♥ ♬

Wanna Quieten my heart

2010-11-12T02:43:00.001-08:00

Each time when I've the courage to step one step further,

There will only be frustration and disappointment that comes next,

Stay, I don't have the courage to do so,

So, gradually letting go I will be able to go further,

Never forget the times shared,

Always remember how once cared,

Once important in your life is the greatest gift,

Wanna quieten my heart...

='(

2010-04-09T22:35:00.000-07:00

I used to smile...

but it doesn't mean that I'm happy...

I used to be strong...

But it doesn't mean that I never cry...

I used to be silent...

but it doesn't mean that I do not care...

I used to care...

but it doesn't mean that I've to let it show...

I used to be comforting others...

but it doesn't mean that I don't need comfort...

I'm sick of putting a fake smile and said I'm alright...

I'm sick of pretending that I'm strong enough to handle...

I'm sick of pretending everything's alright...

I'm sick of holding back my tears...

I'm sick of pretending that I don't care...

I can't hold on my tears anymore ... ='(

Let It Be ='(

2010-02-20T09:30:00.000-08:00

Confused...

Exhausted...

Frustrated...

Give Up?

Fresh in my mind I know,

No matter how tough life is...

I should never Give Up...

But is that all I could do?

Perhaps I've to work harder...

Strive for it...

Status For Now --> Emptiness

2009-11-12T19:55:00.000-08:00

Time passes so quickly. Flashes back to my old memories... Thinking of several things I've done. Things that I've regretted, Friends that I've lost, Happy moments, sad moments... I would like to say sorry to whom I've offended unknowingly =( And thanked for those who always comfort me when I'm down. Lend me a hand when I got into troubles. Be there when I needed a listener. I really appreciated it ... Thanks !

Lolx! That sounds emo -.-

Well, let's dont talk about that . Haha... Exams finished! Before that, whenever I studied till midnight, mummy always accompanied me. Poor mummy. At last, she fell asleep, but yet I was still studying , wishing that I could just jumped into bed, too.

Anyways, My friends and I had fun on the following day after the exams. We went to Jin Jeak's sweet sweet house and there were ten of us, Me, Wan Ling, Marissa, Vanessa, Jin Jeak, Rebecca, Amanda, Chong Ghee, Ian and Alvin Sia. We're all classmates =)

Before I go any further, Here's the pictures that we're having fun !

Nothing much to talk about I guess =) Just wanna thanks Jin jeak's parents for allowing us to go to her house =) Thx!

Lastly, May God Bless The readers =)

Lost

2009-11-02T21:57:00.000-08:00

I'm lost. . . =(

New Me~!

2009-09-06T05:00:00.000-07:00

I've not been updating my blog ever since erm... few months or so >< Wow... Rusty blog. Haha... Well, I had been baptised today. New me! New me! -.- I wasn't baptised alone but with my family =)

What does this looks like to you? For me, it is a cross. It appeared in my house one evening. It was first saw by my brother and it was taken by my sister. Is it by coincidence or is it a symbol that God reveals Himself to us? Hmmm... Anyway, my family and I will continue to serve God for what He has done for us.

Pray Hard and May God Bless whoever sees this =)

Jia Youx! HoHo =Pp

I'll Remember You By No Secret...

2009-07-20T20:45:00.000-07:00

It has been so long since we have talked

I hope that things are still the same

Hoping they will never change

Cause what we had can't be replaced

Don't let our memories fade away

Keep me in your heart for always

You make me believe

That I can do almost anything

Stood right by me

Through the tears, Through everything

Chorus :

I'll remember you

And baby that's forever true

You're the one that I'll always miss

Never thought it would feel like this

I'll be there for you

No matter you're going through

In my heart You'll always be

Forever baby I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget

The times we shared

The tears we cried

You're always be the sun in my sky

It may be fate that brings us back

To meet again someday

Even though we go separate ways

You make me believe

That I can do almost anything

You stood right by me

Through the tears, Through everything

Chorus :

If the day should come when you need someone

I'll be there

Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind

Cause I'll remember you~

Spain Pics~!!! # Part 2 #

2009-06-26T17:10:00.000-07:00

London Airport~!!! Chelle And Me~ Best Friends~ Me And Chai Jie (CG 2nd Sis) Again~ LOndon~ Me and Vian.W =) Me and Cutex Hui Yii~ =)

Me and cool Feli~ =)

Me and Alvin.T~ =)

Me And Dancer Ivy~ =)

ChocolateSS~ Yum Yum~ =Pp

Me ~

-^^- (Madrid)

Me and Vian.W ( 8th Sis) =)

Me and Ah Lee~ (3rd Sis) =)

Me and Dang ... During Lunch ( Eldest Bro) =)

Me and Ah Lee Again~ WE're going to miss you ='(

Vian.W and me~ =) eating~

Me and Ah Lee =)

Me And Cutie??? Haha =)

Me and Chelle... In my Hotel Room -^^-

Outside View ~

Sot Sot Vian.W & Vien.C =)

Zhi Lian~ #Take 1 #

Blerkx~ #Take 2 #

Super Model Vian.W, my room mate~ In Madrid~

Say Hmmm~ ***KaCha!!!***

Me and Teddy Bear Howard =)

Ian and Me =)

Me and Tommy =)

Adrian and Me =)

Me and Ching Ean =)

Me and Ah Lee =)

Me and Lianx =)

Me and Nana =)

Me and Alvince =)

Me and Wen Yi =)

Me and Alvin Sim =)

Me And My son Blackrose =)

Me and Erika =)

Me and Chai Jie =)

Me and Jia Yang =)

Tad Juinn And Me =)

Me and Shirley Choo =)

Me and Gali... Hey Dang, What're you doing there? ><''' =)

Me and Bren =)

Me and Swee Bin =)

Me and Kurt =)

Me and the principal Mr.Wong =)

Me and Mr.Nonami =)

Me and DM Ah Sung =)

Me and Peng Yong =)

Me and Benny =)

Me and Ah Jess =)

Me and Terrence ... =) Who's behind ? 0.o

Flowers~!!! London... Green Park~ =)

Beautiful Flowers~ =)

3 Best FRiends =) Bren, Vien, Chelle~

2nd Hand Flute~

Me and Bren~ =)

At The Museum... Who's behind??? =SSSSS

Madrid =)

Nice Scenery~! =) Bridge~

Huggiex~ Ah Lee, Lianx, Bren and me~! Huge Church~~~

Tagged By Larry Yong...

2009-06-13T01:55:00.000-07:00

(FIRST )

First Surgery : Never

First Piercing : No Idea

First Award : Primary School (sport)

First Memory : Admitted To Hospital

First Pet : Tortoise

First Vacation : KL

First Concert : Preschool Level 1... -.-

First Crush : =X

(LAST)

Last Time You went Out : Last Night ( Chai Jie's Birthday held at Halo Cafe )

Last Time You had A Good Time : Last Night =D

Last Time You Cried : Forgot =/

Last Award : Sarawak Brass Band State Level 2nd Prize

Last Trip Abroad : Spain =D

Last Concert : Dance Performance

Last Album You Bought : Seldom

Last song you played : '' If You LOve Me ''

Last phone called : Sister

Last Laugh : Now Muahaha

(CURRENTLY)

Drinking : Water

Wearing : Short pants and T-shirt

(FAVOURITE)

Food : Japanese And Western Cuisine

Drinks : Fresh Juice And KokoBerry

Colours : Pink, Blue, Purple, Silver, Black, White (depends)

Numbers : 1 And 5

Some Of My Spain Pics ~ Enjoy~

2009-06-12T23:48:00.000-07:00

More pictures to come~...

Friendster --> vivien_wenwen@hotmail.com ( half done)

Facebook --> vienvien_520@hotmail.com ( half done )

Stay Tuned And Enjoy~~~... More posts to be updated !
Happy Birthday To Ling Chai Jie and Tina Tan!!! =) God bless~

Spain Trip

2009-04-25T00:48:00.000-07:00

I'm back from Spain! Finally we won!... We went to KL on the 13/4 , reached London after 13 hours then took another flight to Madrid, by bus to Murcia. Something really bad happened when we reached Madrid because there're some instruments and luggage missing but luckily all found after a few hours ( i think) except mine TT And This cause me to look special with the different uniform -.-

The night before I left, my mum kept on reminding me that I must take care of myself and my belongings too. So I really bear her words in mind. Sigh... I only can say sometimes disaster happens beyond my control. My heart sink when I knew it and I cried. With the help of our band manager Pn.Soh , so as Band members, my luggage found after the competition ended. According to the airport staff, my luggage travelled all the way to Germany. Haha!

My luggage reached Miri on the same day we're back from Spain. What a joke ? -.- ... Few days before coming back, we need to stay at hotel in Madrid... another bad thing happened again. I was locked in the room! I couldn't unlock the door from inside. Oh no... It was hard for me to get out from the room that I'm lazy to explain it here. Haha... Anyway, I would like to thanks Pn.Soh, Headmaster, other teachers and lots of my friends including Pastor Lim who called me up right after he knew this incident. So as the rest of the church members.

Glad that we all arrived Miri safe and sound. I took lots of pictures too... about 700 plus but accidently deleted 200 of it ! TT I guess bad luck is haunting me ! No ! Go Away ! So, basically this is it. I'll upload pics pretty soon...

I'm Useless... ='(

2009-03-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

I'm useless!!! I'm forgetful!!! I'm careless!!! I'm frustrated!!! These few days i didn't go to school because of Concert Rehearsal at Indoor Stadium. Everything seems unright. Everything not going smoothly. Or maybe just the pressure all around me which makes me felt that way. I lost my concert tickets that my mum bought ... she screw me up!!... I lost my things too... TT Sigh, let it be...

I am weak. I am tired. I am lost. I am powerless. Currently, I am moody. I am facing it alone. Sigh... I've tried to be strong, but I can't. How I wish I could be like the others ... but whether I like it or not, I've to move on. What's wrong with me? Sigh... something in my heart told me that I've to be strong... Hope so... By the way, school concert tomorrow... Jia You

* Untitled

2009-03-21T01:46:00.000-07:00

I'm really exhausted and tired because of band practice and dance during this holidays. We practice from 7.30 a.m to 9 p.m everyday.

Although tired, I had a lot of fun while practicing together with all my friends. But today I came back earlier than the others because my parents go for dinner tonight, or else no one pick me home TT

We enjoy practicing at night and had a lot of fun like we going to toilet together as we scare of darkness. Like last night, everyone was not feeling well and need a toilet immediately ^^''' So me, Chai Jie, Sheau Ting, VK, VW, Yi Lian, Ah Dang, Jia Lei, Jacky and others ( following) rush to Bistro to use their toilet because we can't use our school toilet as the light was not functioning. After that, while we were walking back to school ( scary) , we saw Seng Kin and Patrick's car passing by. All of a sudden, all girls squeezed in their car... Oh No... -.-''' Haha...

Lolx... Well, come to the serious part now. Less than a month, we will be going to Spain. Good News Good News! All cg will be in Group A, flight N0.1 ... Yay~ We will transit at KL and take another flight to London. Approximately takes about more than 10 hours to reach Spain.

So, Gambateh to all Chung Hua Band Members~!

God Bless... =')

Tagged by La La...

2009-03-20T08:05:00.000-07:00

1. Name the people you tagged.

--> Everyone?

2. Describe Yourself In One Word.

--> Emotional...

3. Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?

--> The one I love =)

4. Have you ever loved someone before but never had a courage to tell her/him?

--> I think so... haha

5. How if ppl reject your confess face to face?

--> .....

6. God is giving you just five more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?

--> I don't know!

7. What will you say to a person who doesn't want to believe you?

--> Try to convince, if failed, let it be... haha!

8. Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?

--> yesh

9. Do you have something special with you all the time?

--> Yes, my heart... haha

10. Long distance love?

--> God decide it!

11. Best place to cry.

--> Anywhere? haha!... Or maybe bathroom?

12. Who do you love the most?

--> Family! Friends!

13. Tell us of your dream last night?

--> Er... Zzz

14. Ever hate someone so bad?

--> Forgiveness should be given!

15. The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?

--> Backstabbing

16. The last person you had beer with?

--> I don't drink ...

17. The last person you went to the movies with?

--> My Friends...

18. The last person you talked on the cell phone is?

--> Sugar yee Ting

19. The last person you hugged?

--> Mummy

20. The last person you yelled at?

--> Tommy... haha

21. In the last week have you kissed someone?

--> NEVER

22. Think of the last time you were angry, why were you angry?

--> Forgot...

23. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

--> I wish for more wishes... haha

24. If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?

--> All Around the world...~

25. What you hate the most?

--> Betrayers

26. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?

--> My love and friends... haha

27. Five Facts about me.

--> Love God

--> Love Family

--> Love friends

--> Love Western, Japanese Food.

--> Love Dessert and Juices!

28. Five things that scare me.

--> Ghost~~~

--> Lonely

--> being left out

--> Betrayers! get off! =S

--> DEath

29. Two songs playing in my head lately.

--> Any...

30. Five things I treasure in my Life.

--> My family

--> My husband haha!!!

--> My friends

--> Happy and Sad memories

--> I don't know

Yay~! Finally~ Finally ~ =D

2009-03-14T09:21:00.000-07:00

Finally exam ended, after went through those stress and tough difficulties time. And now it's holiday mood but yet we still need to practice our band every single day, so Jia You Ba => ... Well, today's band orientation was fun though some of the new students were very ''cold'' -.- ... Well, first of all I would like to thanks Rodrick, my group leader and Joseph, our assistant group leader for leading us well today and also our group AJK too.

Today we played a few games although it was tiring, but it is worth a try! Too bad i went back early because I need to rush home for tuition. By the way, thanks for the souvenirs! Nothing much to talk about i guess? haha... Anyway, just hope that we'll do our best for Spain! =D ONE BAND ONE SOUND ! ONE HEART ONE SOUL !... God Bless Ya Everyone -^^-

Cousin and Friends...~

2009-03-06T20:54:00.000-08:00

My cousin and friends came to visit us and stayed at my house for 6 days 5 nights. Here are those pictures that we're having fun at esplanade...

ONLY　ＬＯＶＥ

2009-01-27T20:51:00.000-08:00

2 a.m and the rain is falling

Here we are at the crossroads once again

You're telling me you're so confused

You can't make up your mind

Is this meant to be

You're asking me

But only love can say

Try again or walk away

But i believe for you and me

The sun will shine one day

So I'll just play my part

And pray you'll have a change of heart

But I can't make you see it through

That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking

Face to face and a thousand miles apart

I've have tried my best to make you see

There's hope beyond the pain

If we give enough, if we learn to trust

{ Chorus }

I know if i could find the words

To touch you deep inside

You'd give our dream just one more chance

Don't let this be our last Good-Bye

The Special Gifts From My Precious Friends...

2009-01-07T05:29:00.000-08:00

On the 5th of January was my birthday. This year was the most meaningful and special birthday I ever had. I received a lot of greetings and gifts from my friends.

Let me show you those pictures... =)

My favourite Cheese Cake~! =)

These surprised presents was given by my good good friend, Amos Wong Ang Jian. He gave it to me at school. He had migrated to Australia a year ago. Amazingly, we became good friends after he left Miri to Australia. He is a kind, friendly, caring, thoughtful and smart person. Thanks for being such a wonderful friend, always encourage me, reminds me the need of study, always there for me when i needed a friend to talk to, cheer me up when I'm down... thx... He's my only friend who DARE to correct my mistakes ... haha... Plus oil always~ Friendship Last Forever... =) This Cutie Purple Ant was given by him. Its cute ... I like it ~ Thx ya...

Cutie ant with necklace given by him too~! nice nice~

Birthday Card~

Presents from FOREVER 5~! Forever5 members... Yee Ting, Tina, Lydia, Daphney and me^^ We're good friends after joining the school dance competition =) They planned earlier on like the others, to give me a surprised. They bring me to Imperial Mall that day, their main point was to buy me a present, I wasn't know anything about it. So that day whatever i seen or touched, they asked '' You like this one? Which one you like the most? vien...'' Then I asked '' Why? '' They said nothing...@@ They knew that I like a purse from a shop... The next morning, my mum bring me to buy the purse... it was gone! someone bought it TT ... On my birthday, they gave me the purse at school... exactly the same! I like it so much~ thx ya =) ... We plus oil together~ =) Keep in touch...

Left to right- Lydia, Tina, Daphney and Yee Ting... This card was created by them. =) nice ~ THX~!

This present was given by Brenda today... We're good friends and she's a band member too! We always share our secrets together =) Thx for supporting me ... Today, she put the present secretly in my bag! But I caught you~... hahax! Anywayx, thx ya... haha... I like it ~! Don't worry =) We plus oil together in studies and band~!!! =')

Lastly, Thx to all Brass Band members for the Birthday Song! Touched =') To All My Precious Friends ，Thanks for giving me this wonderful friendship that I ever had. Especially Wu Ling members, Brass Band members, Forever5 members, Amos Wong and Brenda =') God Bless You All~!!!

Thanks Wu Ling members~ =)

2009-01-02T07:19:00.000-08:00

First of all, I would like to wish Long Xiang '' Happy Birthday " . Yesterday was Long Xiang's birthday. I bet you felt shocked and surprised like me last night. My friends had planned a surprised birthday celebration for me and Long Xiang last night after we performed. At first, I was told to give Long Xiang a surprise birthday celebration... i didn't know that i was part of their plans too! They plan to celebrate my early birthday together with him. I didn't know until they told me that I've been fooled! At that moment, they started to sing '' Happy Birthday'' song, the birthday cake was carried out with two candles on it at the same time. Guess what? I was totally blur and speechless... ( still can't figure out what's going on , still lagging ) ... haha... They asked me and Long Xiang to make a wish. TOUCHED TOUCHED~!!!... What i wished for? =XX ... I was totally shocked and touched for every single things that you guys planned just to make us SURPRISED~! and you guys DID it... haha... you guys act so well that i didn't even realized ~! And thanks for the presents too~ =) Thanks thanks thanks~~~

These are those pictures ...

I really appreciated much... I would like to thanks Xin Yi, Xiao Qi, La La, Yi Yi, Lian, Ah Wei, Jia Xuan, Ben Yuan, Long Xiang, Jing Wen and Ah Fei ( boy) ....Too bad Xiong and Lina were not here . TT I think we won't be seeing each other that often, school reopen soon... PLUS OIL YA ALL~ STUDY HARD O!!! Miss you all~ *Ss0oBbSs**

Oh No...!!!

2008-12-30T05:43:00.000-08:00

How to express my feeling now... TT Pressure? Stress? ... After tomorrow is gonna be a challenging year for me because i really need to focus and concentrate more in my studies. This time, i really dun wanna neglect my studies because of activities and performances, which i promised my parents earlier on. Well, im an average student ... i passed all my subjects but still not doing very well. I expect to score higher marks next year!!! ... I started to worry about my PMR although it is still years to go. Am i worried to much? haha...

Today, I received a few messages from my friends that they had scored well in their PMR. CONGRATX~! Of course some of them were not happy and upset for their result but at least they had done their very best... CHEER UP~!...

Back to my problem again -.- ... what should i do next? Blur @@ Confused @@... Just wish me luck and pray for me...

GOD BLESS YOU ALL~! -^^-

Finally...

2008-12-16T23:10:00.000-08:00

Finally... finally...Lv Zhou Concert is over. The day we long for, was finally done. Haix... There's a lots of sweet memories and unforgettable moments that we had shared together ='''( . We laugh together, cry together, gossip together, practicing together, hang out together, eat together, crazy together, play together, upset together and of course not forgetting we PERFORMED TOGETHER .

I still remember the day we went for audition. Before audition, me and LaLa went to Ah Wei's house to edit the song (thx Ah Wei). Surprisingly, all of us were selected to perform =). That was how i started my life in Lv Zhou~! Lv Zhou is a place for teenagers to learn and to know themselves better. Thank you so much Lv Zhou~~!!!

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This is our team... LZ Dream/ wu ling

Shou yu members~

This is our teacher, Xin yi and Qi Mei. Both are cool and cute^^

Left-Xin Yi is a cool girl, she's pro in creating dance! she's the one who teached us '' meng xiang ''

Without her, there will be no '' meng xiang '' and wu ling and LZ Dream~! thx~!!

Right-Qi Mei is a cute girl. She's pro in dance too~! She helped much in our ''meng xiang'' too.

Besides dancing, she's pro in singing too~! thx ~!!

This is me and Qi Mei~ thx a lot ya~!

This is me and my Dar ( LaLa). She known as '' bai lao shu'' (white mouse). She is the tallest among us~! She is suit to be a model~ hahax. She is very cute and kind person, we always share our secrets -^^- We never fight, i also dunno why. ^^ miss you!

This is lianx and me. She is cute and sometimes kinda crazy -.- haha. She likes to hang out with her friends, and spent much...hahax. She is adorable~

This is lina and me. She is very cool~! She's 1 year older than me, study at Rrss. She is not a very talkative person. hahax...she is friendly and kind .

This is yiyi and me. She is very talkative, playful and funny person. She likes to disturb people hahax. She study at Rrss too. Very naughty a~!...hahax....

This is me and Ah Hui. She is 20 years old, working at Alan Saloon. She is pretty and friendly too.

This is Xiong and me. Known as Da Xiong. He's very pro in dance~! He went back to KL already, we miss him so much. Once he listen to music, he started to be crazy -.- hahax... he loves to dance very much. I promised him i'll improve my skill in dancing~! This is me and Jing Wen. Known as akua wen~...he is very '' zhi lian '' and funny =X... always act cute and emo -.- He also know how to dance breakdance i think. hahax... He study at Dato. 16 years old... This is me and Ben Yuan. He is the tallest guy in our group. He is friendly and kind~ Study at IBS College. Thx to him for sending each one of us back... thx~ thx~ thx~! This is Long Xiang and me. Known as lobster =X He always sleep during practice...sometimes very scary too. He sometimes blur blur one @@... study at Lutong...^^

This is Ah Wei and me. He is a cool seldom talk person, and also very '' ai mei''. Like to '' zhi pai''... after his hair and make up done, started to capturing...-.-

This is Ah Wei and Jia Xuan. They're Best Friend. Jia Xuan is a happy go lucky person...known as (wu ling) '' kai xin guo '' ...

Lastly, thx to all of my friends for supporting that concert night~!....=) And to " wu ling " members, we all had done well~!!!.....love you all~!...=)....keep in touch always...-^^-

Hill Crest Concert, GCM X'mas Party, Band Camp, School Concert, band performance at lv zhou and (Lv Zhou Dance Concert) '' Wu Ling '' jia y0u~!!! =D

2008-11-26T08:37:00.000-08:00

The time now is almost midnight...obviously i don't feel sleepy at all -^^- so i might as well write a blog regarding my holidays thingy lolx hahax. Im very excited and nervous for the upcoming events especially lv zhou dance concert!....hehex...im busy for those practicing. The time always 'crash' so sometimes, i dunno which one i wanna go to. Hill Crest Concert will be on 7th December, Band Camp is on 6, 7, 8, 9 December. What a CRASH!! haha. Lv Zhou Concert is on 13 December so as band performance. What a RUSH!!..GCM X'mas Party is on 20 December. Tiring but happy =D

Here are the name list who participate in Lv Zhou Dance Concert.

Vivien
Priscilla
Yi Lian
Yi Yi
Alan
Lina
Ah Wei
Jia Xuan
Xiong XIong
long xia (lobster)
shuffle zai
xiao qi
Amo lang ( orang putih )

We Must JIA YOU together oh~ our group name is '' WU LING '' （舞靈） support us ya^^ whoever wanna buy the ticket pls contact 016-892-8575 (ah wei) and also can contact me^^

Busy Holidays

2008-11-16T20:48:00.000-08:00

T.T....Times flies so fast..in a blink of an eyes, i'll be 14 years old soon. And next year i'll be in form 2. Still remember last year school holidays after UPSR, i was nervous and thinking how it would be like in secondary school's life. Well to me, i missed orientation. And i met a lots of friends too. Im quite busy next 2 months.. There's a dance competition held in my school last Saturday. My friends and i had joined and we got consolation prize T.T We had tried our very best and we practice for 2 weeks. I would like to thanks Yee Ting, Tina, Lydia, Jin Jeak, Jia Jing, Tracy, Daphney and me..haha.. We had a lots of fun practicing together..miss miss. T.T

These are the pictures....

on stage

group photo

with ivy

yi hsi, Bernard, me and Tina

Me, Tina and Kurt...=.=

group photo again

with Ivy and Jess

lolx...

me, daph and ting

lydia, ting, me and daph

me and tina

Now, let me show you those pictures that we're having fun during practicing..xD

This is how we rest after practicing~!..oh my...

T.T

hand print!...love shape@@...

foot print...@@

me and lydia's hand..=PP

me, lydia and yee ting in the pool..@@

at ma baker

lydia, me, yt and daph..at cai yun fei.

at jia jing's house..(before)

（after)..lolx

Miss you all~~.....T.T...keep in touch ya~.... i'll be very busy on December....performance, concert, activities...jia you together ya..!..=)

During my holidays

2008-10-13T00:10:00.000-07:00

My parents had came back yesterday from KL. Well, they bought me some clothes and girls stuff...^^ yippee~~~

Past few days, i had 2 performance at Eastwood. Very happy^^...i saw priscilla...my dar..hehex. I performed 2 dance, hip hop and Indian dance. I had a great time that night although we're rushing and nervous. Due to lack of time, we didn't practice much...

But luckily we had done well that night. Thx Doctor Adeline, Auntie Sheila and Auntie Malla who helped us so much for preparing the event for that night.

Here is the picture i took with Doctor Adeline...

Too bad i couldn't had enough time to take pictures with others....haix...

anywayx, performance were over now. So its time for me to concentrate in studies...ops..g2g now! bye！

......

2008-10-10T07:00:00.000-07:00

So long din update my blog already...miss my blog...>.<>

why today many of my friends so so sad??......all because of .......LOVE.......

aduix....guys, don't be so sad...=)....we're still y0ung... don't because of that, you felt like you're dying....life is not as easy as u think...life is tough...haix...don't sad le~!!!!!!!! cheer up~!!!!!!!!!!!

Now, about my problem....lolx...

My exams~!...haix...last semester exam...gonna study very very hard....

jia y0u to me and all of my friends....=)

God bless you all~.......oh ya~!!!....and all form 3 and form 5 students~plus oil in PMR and SPM~!...jia you! jia you!

fan.......busy busy..................adu|x

2008-09-12T23:38:00.000-07:00

L0ng time din update my blog already .....Busy these few weeks....aduix...s0 many things need to be d0ne......haz...n0thing much t0 p0st...just busy busy ..l0lx..^^....exam c0ming also...next month...Zzz

must plus oil lu~...^^ good luck and take care...God bless u all~ my friends and readers..=)

L0nely Life..There's A Different Between Friendship And Love..

2008-08-13T19:53:00.000-07:00

I din't g0 t0 sch00l t0day as i am sick, w0ke up this m0rning felt dizzy, coughing, flu and sore throat. Suddenly i felt l0nely at h0me. I received a few calls fr0m my friends that c0ncerned ab0ut me. Thx Priscilla, Cheryl, Gwendelyn and 0thers...=) Am i having a l0nely life? Well, i live in a happy family. The 0nly thing y0u might ask and the m0st common thing that people w0uld ask me is, " Hey, why d0n't get y0urself a bf? " or " Hey, any bf yet? why are you still single? Are you a LESBIAN?...haha!"..Hey, i wanna make it clear here, that im definitely m0re than a n0rmal girl..haha! The 0nly thing that i can d0 is giving them a smile. I also wonder why am i still single..but deep in my heart, there is a reason. THE BEST WAY AVOIDING ME FROM GETTING HURTS IS TO BE SINGLE...as having a relationship at my age is n0t g0nna w0rks and i don't think i can handled it well. *(Im still young~~!!...xD)*... Furthermore, LOVE is complicated and confused. Well, i wish t0 have a sweet romantic l0ve when im m0re matured...XD "FRIENDSHIP LAST F0REVER, LOVERS END UP AS ENEMY" Maybe s0me 0f you might n0t agree with this..but it's pr0ven, because it happened to most of my friends. Eventhough i never date before xD. Anywayx, still wishing that every couples were have a happy ending. W-A-I-T......A......M-I-N-U-T-E......... now im wondering why am i posting this post?..=D...i guess maybe im too boring!..=P....HAVE A NICE DAY~!!! BUAIX

Friendship...F0rgiveness...

2008-07-25T08:12:00.000-07:00

This week too many things happened to me. Im tired...really tired. I cried, upset and c0nfused ab0ut studies and friends. Well, friendship really cant be trusted? It's hard to judge a friend whether they're a true friend or a fake friend t0 me. H0w c0uld u looks s0 friendly in fr0nt 0f me but g0ssiping and backstabbing behind me?..Why are y0u treating me like that? Im s0 sad...i trusted u as a friend althought i only met u this year and we're in the same class. I felt s0 c0nfusing n0w...then i started t0 think ab0ut 0ur friendship when we're studying t0gether, playing t0gether, eating together. Then i decided t0 f0rgive u... since u als0 apologized t0 me..haiz... I really h0pe u'll change like 0ther seni0rs wants y0u to be. I kn0w y0u sure can...i trust u once m0re....d0nt make me disappointed...ok?...well..im s0 sleepy n0w...Really h0pe i can sleep well...Gudnitexz~...ZZzzz....sleep j0r~..

Sad....s0bs

2008-07-12T08:53:00.000-07:00

I had j0ined band f0r alm0st 4 m0nths...I still remembered the first time when i met Sim0n, Patrick and Seng Kin...that time they came int0 my class and announced that me and Gwendelyn had been ch00sen t0 g0 f0r the band state level c0mpetition held in Kuching. They had ch00sen 27 pers0n t0 j0ined c0l0rguard, but then...0nly 16 ch00sen t0 j0ined the c0mpetiti0n. This is a great experience t0 me. Bef0re we had w0n the trophy, we really tried 0ur best and had a tough time while we're practicing. We sacrificed 0ur h0lidays and we're getting darker. I have th0ught 0f giving up.. but, n0w i l0ve band and i can feel that we're like family..Band is just like part 0f my life..=).. Here i w0uld like t0 thank PATRICK, SIM0N AND SENG KIN...f0r being s0 patience and caring...i can see tat u all were working very hard too. Well, we w0nt get best cg without them..S0, We all decide t0 celebrate with them 0n this c0ming sunday..20/7/08...I h0pe all CG members would attend this celebrati0n. T0day, we all cried..because they t0ld us that they're leaving s00n.. We pr0mised them that we're w0rk hard and never give up....So, CHEER UP Guys =)....JIa Y0U ALL CG MEMBERS~!!

Study..study..study~!!!!!..haiz

2008-07-05T00:54:00.000-07:00

Hmm....Recently, ....i felt kinda sad and m00dy.. Well, it is because 0f my result tat i g0t..its n0t as g00d as bef0re =( i cant imagined if my studies getting w0rst. S0 i really g0nna study hard~~n0 m0re excuses. This is my result = 1st semester = i g0t 6 A's..0ver 10 subjects.. Average = 71.80 2nd semester = i g0t n0t even half A's over 10 subjects..coz i only got 2 A's Average = 51.09 >.<|||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| I c0uld have d0ne better than this if i put a little m0re eff0rt 0n it. Disapp0inting result right? ya..i kn0w i kn0w..~its always n0t too late to realised it..I really wanna impr0ve myself...haiz..I have a friend that always encourage me t0 study hard and giving me fully support in everythings. Thx f0r that, Am0s...i appreciated it. Erm..i w0nt give up easily, as i always tell myself , I oNLY FAILED IF I GIVE UP, There IS NoTHING I CANT Do AS LoNG AS I BELIEVE IN MYSELF..Jia y0u Vivien~!! Y0u can d0 it~!...

Teacher's Hp G0NE~

2008-06-27T21:55:00.000-07:00

Hmm....~ S0mething bad happening yesterday in the c0mputer class. Teacher's hp l0st when we're just left the c0mputer class. Then the teacher suspected all 0f us..=.= All prefects were searching f0r the hp in 0ur class, and check all 0ur bel0ngings. It takes half an h0ur searching the hp.ZZZzzz....but yet n0t f0und. The teacher was very angry and sh0uted at us, even ask her husband t0 come al0ng. Haiz....soi ar..=( Maybe n0ne 0f us had stolen it..maybe she misplace s0mewhere else? wh0 kn0ws?...GOD kn0ws =.= .......

True Friends..

2008-06-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

What is True Friends actually meant to y0u?...A friend that will always be there f0r y0u when y0u needs them? A friend that share y0ur happiness and sadness with you? A friend that y0u think y0u c0uld trusted them?...As f0r me, true friends doesn't judge by the l00ks, but the heart. True Friends doesn't mean h0w l0ng y0u get t0 kn0w them, 0r h0w far they are...As l0ng as friendship lives in the heart, True friends were never apart. Well, I'm quite lucky t0 have a few friends that i c0nsidered them as my true friends...hahax^^..they always give me support.I w0uld appreciated th0se friends. Have y0u ever asked y0urself h0w l0ng y0u will remember y0ur friends?..A year? Five years? Ten years?..And we might n0t be a friend t0 them f0rever..maybe we'll separated 0ne day. S0 cherished every moment that y0u had with them..pray f0r them..G0D BLESS ALL MY FRIENDS~!!

Memories in kuching~

2008-06-16T01:02:00.000-07:00

Did y0u all see me?..hahax^^ straight ler~hehex during c0mpetition... Best cg gr0up~!!..=D Last day with 0ur thailand c0ach...*s0bs* drag0nflies~ ^^ =D

Father's Day

2008-06-15T06:42:00.000-07:00

T0day is Father's Day....i gave my daddy a gift every year but n0t f0r this year..maybe because im t00 busy ab0ut sch00l things, till i f0rg0t..hahax..well..but i did sent him a sms. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY =)...

ツ мЧ вαИd Lιfε ツ

2008-06-14T23:25:00.000-07:00

well...just came back fr0m kuching after the band c0mpetiti0n..guess what?..we finally w0n 1ST BEST CG IN SARAWAK~...!!..we're quite happy and had a L0TS 0f fun while we're in kuching..=D....erm..I can say this is my first time travelling alone without my parents accompany me, it's time f0r me t0 learn h0w t0 take care 0f myself. We're g0ing t0 kuching by bus, it t00k us ab0ut 14 hours t0 reached kuching..its quite a l0ng j0urney but we stopped every few hours at different places. After we reached there, we're very excited. hehex^^...we stayed there 5 days 3 nights. We don't have much time t0 practice as the weather is n0t s0 good, its raining while we're rehearsal.We're very w0rried a day bef0re the competition because we all are n0t feeling well..even seniors. As f0r me, i had a bit fever and headached. Luckily, i recovered before the next day.I w0uld like to THANKS a few 0f my friends f0r being s0 caring and supporting me =) After all the hard w0rks, we won BEST CG(well d0ne guys =D), BEST DM (c0ngratz TERRENCE^^), BEST UNIFORM and g0t SECOND. CH BAND ~WE ARE THE BEST~!..."ONE BAND, ONE SOUND~!..ONE HEART, ONE SOUL~!!"..jia you!!^^